My blog is ugly. I'm working on it. Bare with me. I have no idea what I'm doing with it at the moment, but I'm trying. That's my new moto in life: "I'm trying". I'm trying to keep the house clean. I'm trying to do laundry (hate it). I'm trying to cook yummy meals (love it). I'm trying to be a good mom. I'm trying to be a good wife. I'm trying to learn about life with an almost 2 year old. I'm trying to take care of myself. I'm trying to make our old furniture fit into a house that it doesn't (that's a whole new blog for a whole new day). I' trying to start a non-profit. (More on that later). All of this trying makes me tired at the end of the day, which is why I haven't blogged lately.
A quick update. Matt is great. He's getting so big and he is so fun. He is pushing my buttons on a daily basis, and I try to hold strong. I'm still holding out hope that he will like the pool by the end of the summer or it could e a long one!
Josh is great too. He is such an amazing dad, and loves Matt so much. I have fun sitting back and watching the two of them. Just yesterday, I walked behind the two of them in the mall and watched them holding hands and strolling. It gave me goosebumps. I got to see the man I love more than anything with our son. I wish I had my camera, but I have the best mental picture of it that I will carry with me forever.
Okay. I'm done for now. Check back soon. I'll be posting on a regular basis. I will need this for Matt someday since I never kept a baby book nor have I made a scrapbook for him. Ugh. Bad mama!
